i feel that im very xin fu... :)

you know what, i'm going to be a better someone...

courageous, perseverance, faith will never die.
i evaluated and now, i get the tactics.
i thanked Lord, for He gave me a chance.
surprisingly, this small chance drew a smile on my face.
i'm grateful even though it seems insignificant.
and here, i know who i am.

HEART, STRONG AS A STONE.

it's been awhile since i feel so weak and sick...

i believe staying at home brings me back to my old self.
so tired of being a different person.
at least part of me is not the same.
perhaps the world and reality force people to change.

trying hard to stay strong, but i could no longer hold it...

When is the last time i truely cry? i really can't remember.
is it because i have too much thoughts in my head that i could barely hold?
is it because i was too obedient that i wasn't given a chance to turn to the evil devil for once?
or is it simply because i'm just too tired.
i couldnt control my tears and let them rolled onto my cheeks like river flows.

"i just don't know what i want."